Que Sera, Sera

It’s the end of October already! It seems like the month just started last week.

I have the weirdest dreams ever. Of course, last night’s dream was not as weird as the others.

There is 21 more days left ‘til New Moon comes out! I want to watch it on that day! I doubt that I will, but a girl can always dream. If my sister gets me tickets to see it, I would love her ‘till the end of the year. That would be my Christmas present. :)

I want to know who he likes so badly. If it’s me, I’d be the happiest person.

I’m happy with his hugs, even though I didn’t get one today. I know I keep talking about them, but I feel special. My friend, “Eludo” (as I like to call her), told me that she saw him hug this girl who so happens to also like him! I asked her how the long the hug lasted. She laughed and said it was like one of those ‘hey’ hugs. That means it was a quick one. Mine last longer than that… 10 seconds baby.

I’m soooo lame.

This year for Halloween, I was surprisingly nothing! My friend, Izzy, was supposed to bring me her 50’s costume. I wore alternative dress so it was alright. I’m going to a party tomorrow, and I don’t wanna go without wearing a costume. It just doesn’t feel right. It feels like every year, I’ll have a better costume than last time, but then I think my costume looks unoriginal.

So there was this scavenger hunt. One of the many benefits of coming at 7 o’clock every morning. Basically we had to collect the jack-o-lantern papers all around campus and give it to ASB when you’re done. Whoever has the most jack-o-lanterns wins a $50 gift card. Rizza, Clarissa, and I started collecting it. We decided from the beginning, that if we won, we would split the money that came with the gift card. We went crazy trying to find them. There were some on the ceiling, some on the clock. We couldn’t reach the one on the clock, so we asked a tall guy to get it for us. He ended up breaking the clock. We probably collected about 30-40 jack-o-lanterns. Afterschool, we clipped them all together and wrote Rizza’s name on it, sent it to the ASB office and guess what happened? The teacher in charge of ASB said that she could only take five of them to make it fair! FIVE out of THIRTY OR FOURTY. We just lost our chances of winning and splitting the prize.

I’m eating pizza for dinner. Papa John’s Pizza to be exact. Yum!

Super chill day today…literally! Haha, so lame.

I love his hugs <3 They actually last for a long time. Hopefully I’m the only one. :) My friend saw his face for the first time afterschool. She called him ugly. Trust me, he’s not ugly.. to me at least. And what’s even better is that he seems more my type.

I’m almost done with the book that I’m reading, ‘the Miracle Worker.’ Good book actually. I haven’t been doing my homework lately. I mean, I’ve been doing it, but not the night it’s assigned. I’m going back to my old ways, and I can’t let that happen! I already have two B’s. I’m pretty sure I’m borderline C+ in English. Oh, and I have an 81% in Studio Art. I think that’s an B- too. Come on Julie Anne, pick up the slack!

Maybe I should start by finishing this post and then start my homework like any other over-achiever. (I have decided that I want to be an over-achiever.)

…I don’t like it. At all.

I remember over the summer, I only had to have 3 points and I was already a part of the ‘Top 50,000 blogs’

…are are what makes us happy.

That made my day, even though it was just a hug.

First good day of the week so far! Mark, the senior, has said for the past week that he thinks Sam, the freshman, is really cute. It so happens that Sam thinks Mark is also cute. So my friend and I tried to be cupid and tell Mark the good news. Our plan backfired. He told us that he doesn’t like her that way, he just thinks she’s cute. I always knew there was a difference between “you’re cute,” and “I like you.”

My friend was right about me ‘overthinking’ it. As I was walking towards my locker, he smiled at me and gave me a hug. A pretty tight one too! Hopefully, it stays that way.

Second worst day this week, so far.

I’m so stupid! I knew it was his birthday, yet I didn’t want to act stupid. But I made myself sound and feel even more stupid by asking, “Is today your birthday?” Even if I ‘didn’t know,’ I still shouldn’t have said that. Now I feel horrible. -sigh- He doesn’t even talk to me anymore, so I’ll just say that that’s karma…? But now he’ll probably never ever speak to me at all ever again because of today!

Also, I lost my ‘Breast Cancer Awareness’ bracelet. Technically, I dropped it during 4th period and decided to pick it up at the end of class. But I rushed out of class and forgot to pick it up.

After school I bought Cheddar Ruffles. While I was eating them, I found a heart-shaped ruffle. Sign, maybe? I sure hope so.

I should start homework now, so I can sleep early.

Hmm, Jazmine .. You have finally seen my tumblr. Please don’t judge me. I deleted an old post, I don’t know if you read it or not. It sounds really weird if you look at it now. But I’ll show you right now.

I think I finally believe in the phrase, “love at first sight”. Okay, maybe not love at first sight, but ‘infatuation’ at first sight. I met that typical filipino boy. Not really my type, but once you get to know that person it’s like ‘types’ just don’t matter.

For the past couple of days, I’ve only been talking to him on aim. After the first day of talking on aim, he asked for my number. Then went back to just talking on aim. Today, I actually had a conversation with him. It went pretty well. I thought I would just freeze and say nothing.

I like this guy, yet I’m not letting everything be about him. My world doesn’t revolve around him, yet. Yet is the key word in this situation. He likes me, I like him. What should we do? Should we get together? Not yet. There’s a ton of people who say we should get together, but that’s not what I want. I want to get to know him before I actually get with him. I want to warm myself up to him. I want to be able to say I’m dating my best friend. We can’t even talk to each others friends. So I’ll take my time. We’ll see where life takes me.

I’m getting there~

Oh boy, and that was just last month.